You have changed
I have changed
Just like you
Just like you
For how long
For how long
Must I wait
I know there's something wrong
Your concrete heart isn't beating
And I've tried to
Make it come alive
No shadows
Just red lights
Now I'm here to rescue you
Oh I'm still alive
I'm still alive
I can't apologise no
Oh I'm still alive
I'm still alive
I can't apologise no
So silent
No violence
But inside my head
So loud and clear
You're screaming
You're screaming
Cover up with a smile
I've learned to fear
Just sunshine
And blue sky
This is all again
For living here
Come fire
Come fire
Let it burn and love come racing through
Oh I'm still alive
I'm still alive
I can't apologise no
Oh I'm still aliveI'm still alive
I can't apologise no
Learn to lose
Learn to win
Turn my face against the wind
I will move fast
I will move slow
Take me where I have to go
Monday, March 9, 2009
Hellooo... Hmm these few days i am having some weird dreams. Dreams means nothing , i know. But the dream almost happen every night for me since a few days ago ~_~... Ahhhh.. The dream is quite embarrassing also... Geeeezzz okay i guess i'll just post it out.
Everytime in my dream , i would be inside this world ( and the sky is freaking dark again ; day or night -.- ). I would be inside this huge cruise ship with a VERY weird structure. Instead of looking sleek and cool , it looks more like a olden - time town on water ~_~ But the good thing is there is a shopping mall. LOOL! Okay talking about shopping mall , my dream/nightmare begins... I am tagged with this girl , ( some girl with an attitude , always scolding and smacking me for dunno wad reasons, but sometimes good to me..) I dunno her name , and i dun really remember her looks ... But i just remember something. I am a navy trainee along with her ( -.- ) and we are together in the navy academy on board the ship.
So in the dream i brought her around the ship to play and stuff, look at carnivals , went to arcades (WTF!!!!) so i became sort of "attached" to her. And for freaking 3 days my dreams almost follow the similar outline -.- The last thing i rmb is when i was about to woke up , i got promoted to be a navy officer and got separated with her and i woke up...
Yeah , that's about it. Geeeeeeeez dun tell me i fell in love with someone from my dream?! ARGH this is ridiculous......... Okay bye bye
Vin
Everytime in my dream , i would be inside this world ( and the sky is freaking dark again ; day or night -.- ). I would be inside this huge cruise ship with a VERY weird structure. Instead of looking sleek and cool , it looks more like a olden - time town on water ~_~ But the good thing is there is a shopping mall. LOOL! Okay talking about shopping mall , my dream/nightmare begins... I am tagged with this girl , ( some girl with an attitude , always scolding and smacking me for dunno wad reasons, but sometimes good to me..) I dunno her name , and i dun really remember her looks ... But i just remember something. I am a navy trainee along with her ( -.- ) and we are together in the navy academy on board the ship.
So in the dream i brought her around the ship to play and stuff, look at carnivals , went to arcades (WTF!!!!) so i became sort of "attached" to her. And for freaking 3 days my dreams almost follow the similar outline -.- The last thing i rmb is when i was about to woke up , i got promoted to be a navy officer and got separated with her and i woke up...
Yeah , that's about it. Geeeeeeeez dun tell me i fell in love with someone from my dream?! ARGH this is ridiculous......... Okay bye bye
Vin
Thursday, March 5, 2009
If we met in a dream...
I thought I have learnt to forget,
but the dream brought everything back,
Those eyes , those smiles , that makes all pain worthwhile...
Real yet abstract , happy yet sad
For only in a dream shall it last,
I can never see that face again.
Woke up with tears , speechless and numb
This parting hurts even more , than what is
not done.
How I wish it is real..
When I hear you say "I love you "...
Till then , let's meet in our dreams again...
Vin
but the dream brought everything back,
Those eyes , those smiles , that makes all pain worthwhile...
Real yet abstract , happy yet sad
For only in a dream shall it last,
I can never see that face again.
Woke up with tears , speechless and numb
This parting hurts even more , than what is
not done.
How I wish it is real..
When I hear you say "I love you "...
Till then , let's meet in our dreams again...
Vin
Sunday, March 1, 2009
My Vision
Hello , I'd like to talk about my vision.The vision that i saw during the last YISS (Youth In The Spirits Seminar). It was during the night of the outpouring of the Holy Spirit , when i spoke in tongues for the very first time , and after that i saw this one vision.
This is what i saw : I saw a portrait. In the background , it is the ocean , with a few mountains.On the foreground , it is a jungle-like place , with a frame made by leaves , exposing the ocean in the back ground.In the middle of this foreground , surrounded by the frame of leaves , is a single stalk of flower. It's petals are closed up , with a flame inside it's core. Petals are dropping down from the flower.
Then , i prayed to God laterwards , as i tried to figure out the meaning of this vision.After a few weeks , i think God have answered me through Nicholas. Haha. One day he sent me this song: "Who I Am" , by Casting Crowns. Before that , i was feeling quite moody , dunno why but i felt directionless.I still have faith , but it was just a low season of my life whereby i need some assurance. I always felt confused. Am i really accepted to join the Lord's family? I am non-baptised. Will people reject me? I felt insecured , almost from young till now. Then i listened to this song..
The lyrics are as followed :
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love and watch me rise again
Who am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours
I am Yours
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
'Cause I am Yours
I am Yours
So after listening to this song , I thought to myself. Is this a coincidence? I don't think so , because i believe in God. (: Praise the Lord!
Vin
This is what i saw : I saw a portrait. In the background , it is the ocean , with a few mountains.On the foreground , it is a jungle-like place , with a frame made by leaves , exposing the ocean in the back ground.In the middle of this foreground , surrounded by the frame of leaves , is a single stalk of flower. It's petals are closed up , with a flame inside it's core. Petals are dropping down from the flower.
Then , i prayed to God laterwards , as i tried to figure out the meaning of this vision.After a few weeks , i think God have answered me through Nicholas. Haha. One day he sent me this song: "Who I Am" , by Casting Crowns. Before that , i was feeling quite moody , dunno why but i felt directionless.I still have faith , but it was just a low season of my life whereby i need some assurance. I always felt confused. Am i really accepted to join the Lord's family? I am non-baptised. Will people reject me? I felt insecured , almost from young till now. Then i listened to this song..
The lyrics are as followed :
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love and watch me rise again
Who am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours
I am Yours
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
'Cause I am Yours
I am Yours
So after listening to this song , I thought to myself. Is this a coincidence? I don't think so , because i believe in God. (: Praise the Lord!
Vin
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