Hey , lol changed my blogsong to a 'trance' song o.o Hmm i really dislike techno and trance , but well , this song somehow got me , HAHA. It's dam addicting sia.. been stuck to my head a.k.a 'having earworms' bout that song. Love the piano at the start xD lols random. okay bye for now~

ViN

Hey guys! i am back muhahahaahah!! i am alright now. Got over it already. Heh. Haizzz
so bored noww.. Even finding a job is soo ZzzZZz... Hmm. Anyways i wanna intro a very cool and interesting anime! It's Kuroshitsuji , A.K.A "The Black Butler". Freakin cool anime , though its theme is a little gothic and dark though , not suitable for kids /:

Hah , hmmm.. heh... so bored so bored so bored... T.T hurhur~ Okays nothing to say le , ciao...

"After all , i'm one akuma of a butler." (:

ViN

WARNING : Emotional post ahead. Those who does not have the mood to see please avoid all these for your own sake. It's gonna get heavy. /:



It sure hurts a lot when she meant the world to you , while you meant crap to her. I feel like crap , indeed , right here right now. I am hurt again , deeply and badly. I prepared myself for this to come , but i did'nt know it would be this painful. I thought i've learnt to let go , and i wish i had. I wanna move on , someone please help me, i dun wanna get stuck in this pain forever.

Someone decapitate my head so that i'll not think of her anymore,
pluck out my eyes so that i will not see her photos anymore,
erase my mouth so that i will not speak of her anymore,
chop off my hands so that i will not go to her blog anymore,
chop off my legs so that i will not go to her anymore...
And stab my heart so that i'll not love her anymore...........

ARGH!!! Its like those permanent marker stains , where you wish you can wash it off.. but it is either stuck there , or have left an ugly scar. I really hate this..
my eyes are so swollen i dare not go out anymore , my nose so blocked i can't breathe anymore. I'll just fall back into the silence till i am healed again.. Waiting for the world to forget me..


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Hi everyone... SingOut 2008 ended last night. A.K.A the last SingOut.. I feel weird. I feel like i did not do much yesterday , like i sort of dao everyone. I don't know why , yesterday didnt turn out to be what i expected. So much for being the ex-vice chairman of HIHS choir , i didnt even went to go talk with my juniors nor teacher. Haiz so fucked up sia.. and it is the LAST SingOut. ARGH. And i screwed up yesterday. Big time. I saw her , but i did not even went to talk to her , neither did i take photos with her. Dont know whats wrong with me.. i just hyperventilated yesterday , and my mind was in a blank. Before i knew what was going on... it all ended. No more waiting for me , cause this is the last time. No more seeing her.. No more thinking.....


ViN

Yoz guys , it's been a while since i blogged in this currently semi-forsaken blog. lol. Was really busy during the period around prom. Kept shopping and shopping AND shopping..... and it went on for quite a while , till my legs are accordingly punished.Gonna post some prom pics , dont have the rest yet cuz the guy who was supposed to send me the rest of the pics is taking his own freaking ^#%@& sweet time (as usual) , procrastinating like there's no tomorrow , next week nor next year nor.....wadever.







This few days also went job hunting... went to apply part time job in many places in vivo.. like Toy R' Us , New Urban male , Esprit , blah blah blah... now waiting for call , if not i have to search for more jobs..

Anyway i am down with flu now -.- so i dont think i will be finding job tomorrow... perhaps till when i'm feeling better.So weak now....

ViN

This is why i love cats. Cutest moments at around the end of video. Enjoy! ;DD


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Hero of a different kind...


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Hello... Ouchhhh today shoulder dam pain. Cuz in the morning i think i injured it by squeezing my pillow too tightly. -.- #%@^%&$&*

Today rained heavily in the morning , then my fan is directly blasting at me... then somehow in my subconcious , i didnt reach for my blanket. I just keep squeezing my stupid pillow. Then no matter hw i squeeze , still so freaking cold. Then i woke up. OUCH. Shoulder pain. T.T ZZZZZZ

Anyways i dreamt that i was the guy in the video again..but this time , i went to the hospital.. Instead of the doctors examining me , i remember it was Hojo , and he infused something hot in my chest. (not sure if it was chaos...) I remember it was freaking painful and hot.. like when i had my lung problem.. it's just like a re-enactment of the scene.. ARGH anyways got woken up by that shoulder pain thingy. -.-

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ViN

Helllooooo~ Today is a very shag day , but quite fun haha. Today woke up at 1 plus pm , cuz ytd sleep very late , at arnd 1 plus am. LOL. Then zong called me , so i woke up , and went to meet him at compass point. Then reach there le , went to MOS burger for lunch , after that we headed off to bugis.

Went to go look around for our prom wear and stuffs , rackey rackey abit. Then we comb almost the whole of Parco shopping mall , then i finally found one shop taht has male formal suits for sale. So i went in to try a few clothes. Then there is this girl/woman , the shop attendant , she intro-ed to me a few clothes , including a white long sleeve and a black long sleeve one. Then i went to the changing room to test. Something anxiety invoking happened. I havent finish buttoning the black clothe , then the attendant opened the room's curtain le. I was like OMG.Then she helped me button up the remaining buttons. Walao eh... dam nervous. First time in my whole life a stranger is so close to me , and seen my abs.. just like that. And my first time a woman / girl older than me being so near me.

Then after taht i went to change my pants.. this time i very cautious liao , the attendant ask me if the pants is too big anot ; at that time , i knew she is gonna come in , so i told her i haven wear finish. -.-

If only she is more chio then i would have enjoyed the moment when she helped me button the shirt... HAHA jkjk , i am not a perv.Btw the attendant's perfume dam nice smell , as in different from the typical ones. Anyways the black shirt is really super fitting and nice ( i've finally found out the colour that suits me), so i bought it. Then after bugis , zong and i went to little india to shop awhile , then i bought kachang puteh ( or wadever it is). 1 dollar only , and it so nostalgic to be eating this traditional snack. haha , then went to orchard later. We combed a lot of shopping centres , walked until my leg suan T.T

After which , we went to Plaza sing for dinner (wah , now i realise i went to a lot of fking places today...) , then met Valerie Faith and her bf there. haha , after that went home.



ViN

I feel like my picture right now. Dam ______ up.Cannot get to sleep these few days.
Mind kept thinking , and thinking , and thinking.....That's the price to pay for having a too active brain. ARGH! Turning grumpy due to my insomia or whatever.

Anyways today had SS O lvls. 2 topics which i studied came out as essay out of 3. Fortunately , before the exams , i have already calculated well enough. As long as i study four themes , anyone of which would 100% be included as a question in the essay. Heh , SS over le , but to me , it seems like the whole O lvls is over.. now left Pure Geog paper 1 and Science MCQ. Hmm... after - dinner desserts... subarashi.. :p
FREEDOM IS NEIGH!!!!

ViN

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I really love this song a lot. It is very heartwarming , and somehow motivated me o_O.. Uh okay , better stop crapping , enjoy the video (:


ViN

Hellos. Went to CSC yesterday with Nic and Zong , but Galvin din go cuz he went for chalet. On the way , we discovered something funny -.-

After that Nic went home , then me and Zong walked to Mac there. Saw Marcus studying , so we approached him. Zong went home first cuz he worried cnt catch last bus , since the time was already around 11.30pm. After that , i walked home with Marcus since he lives near me and he is gonna study at the void deck near ZhongPing's house.On the way , i discovered something SHOCKING from him =p LOL! (To marcus: I bet you know what i mean by this x] ) Then reached home , bathed then sleep.

ViN