WARNING : Emotional post ahead. Those who does not have the mood to see please avoid all these for your own sake. It's gonna get heavy. /:



It sure hurts a lot when she meant the world to you , while you meant crap to her. I feel like crap , indeed , right here right now. I am hurt again , deeply and badly. I prepared myself for this to come , but i did'nt know it would be this painful. I thought i've learnt to let go , and i wish i had. I wanna move on , someone please help me, i dun wanna get stuck in this pain forever.

Someone decapitate my head so that i'll not think of her anymore,
pluck out my eyes so that i will not see her photos anymore,
erase my mouth so that i will not speak of her anymore,
chop off my hands so that i will not go to her blog anymore,
chop off my legs so that i will not go to her anymore...
And stab my heart so that i'll not love her anymore...........

ARGH!!! Its like those permanent marker stains , where you wish you can wash it off.. but it is either stuck there , or have left an ugly scar. I really hate this..
my eyes are so swollen i dare not go out anymore , my nose so blocked i can't breathe anymore. I'll just fall back into the silence till i am healed again.. Waiting for the world to forget me..


SoLO