Hmm...yesterday I had a nightmare as the title states, and this time it turned out uhh.. how do you put it... "Right". Well you guys know that when u dream you can't control your emotions and all right? Like even if there is someone you so wanna punch in your dreams but u just didn't. (LOL , jk )For me , i watched myself in this nightmare unleashing my faith for the Lord , Chirst Jesus.
You may wonder how am i gonna remember all the details of the dream right? Well i just woke up , and decided to blog it down while the details are still fresh. I hope this can inspire or encourage readers about our faith in the Lord. So this is how my nightmare went....
I received an SMS from Nick , asking me whether do i wanna watch a gundam movie or not. For some reason , the world in my nightmare is located in Singapore , but the sky is dark -.- It is as if almost ALL of my dreams or nightmares , the skies are either sanguine or dark.. Don't know what is going on man.. Okay anyway ,back to the nightmare. My handphone at that moment became very cool all of a sudden. I seemed to be choosing my wallpapers at that time , because all of them suddenly became so cool for me. ( -.- ) So i agreed with Nick and prepared to meet him.
I saw him and we boarded one bus together. Somehow he became super blur in my nightmare , losing direction and all. Then the bus became very crowded with people. For dunno what reason , Nick left the bus! I was like quite angry due to his immense blur-ness in my nightmare. So i continued to board the bus while i called him. He apologised and ask whether wanna change movie or not , since we will surely be late due to us separated. The movie he suggested next was space-horror film. And i really have no understanding why would i say yes to that. (Should have seen it coming that it is going to be a nightmare -.- )Therefore , we respectively went on our own ways to the movie.
Suddenly , i was shifted to a scene in a toilet -.- I was supposed to bathe before i go meet Nick again. Now this is the spooky part. The toilet is so darn quiet , and the lights are dim and sanguine ( once again...) Then i was showering inside with the mirror directly in front of my face. It was dam spooky and scary , sending chills down my spine , but i decided to do something ( which i would never have in other nightmares). I opened my mouth , had a leap of faith , and kept singing " Alleluia , praise the Lord!" very loudly , repeating over and over again. Then i shouted " Lord Jesus , by your power , i pray that you banish all evil in this place , let them bow down to You Messiah , Son of God!!" Suddenly i wasn't that scared anymore. In fact, i felt this power of faith , this flame in me , evoked by the Holy Spirit. I felt strong even in that lonely , dark place , totally naked and vulnerable. Because God is with us..and by waiting on the Lord , strength will rise! (:
So therefore dear readers , this is how powerful faith can be. Sometimes u feel it , sometimes you don't. But do not be discouraged , because faith is NOT a feeling nor emotion. It is a gift within you , sent by the Holy Spirit. So when you don't feel it , do not be sad, because it will definitely activate in times whne u least expected. Have faith , and keep it. Keep fighting against ourselves , till the Lord claim us. Amen!
Vin