Tuesday, December 16, 2008

Day 2



We had 'The reconciliation of the Sacred Sacrament' and 'Healing' session that night.
Before we received healing and be liberated , we need to face our sins.We must face the truth before we can truly repent. So on that night, we had confession.As I am not a baptised Catholic yet , i was extremely nervous on how the confession would go.When it was my turn , i walked to the priest with a confidence in confessing all my sins and be renewed , for i remembered the phrase "Look not on our sins , but on the Faith of your Church." And according to St Paul , he said something like God would not keep accounts of our sins , but rather He want us to repent and turn to Him
instead.
However when it was my turn , the father told me that since I am a non baptised Catholic yet ,I am not bound by sins.So he prayed for me , and i left , feeling a tad disappointed. However when i went back up to the session room , I just sat down and confessed all my sins to Jesus. I lifted them up and prayed for forgiveness , so that i would be liberated of these chains.
After that , it was the Healing session. After the reconciliation , we need to be filled up by God's Love and touch.Everyone was being prayed over by facils. When it was my turn , i was being prayed over by John. He asked me what i would like to be prayed over for.I told him , and he asked me if I believed in Jesus. I firmly said "Yes!" After that , i could feel a strong force on my head. My whole body felt light and numb , and i fall to the ground ( rested in the spirit). I felt this intensity within me.. my eyelid kept twitching on its own , and my eyes could not open. The Holy Spirit is working. I saw an outline of Jesus , our dearest Lord praying over me , as i lie down. I began to keep praising him as i lay on the floor.
After that i felt truly liberated!!! I felt Jesus's love and touch!! Nothing could express my emotions , and i just kept praising God. Alleluia!! Haha. I felt this peace ,that i've never ever felt before. I feel changed , liberated , empowered! Praise and thank God!!
After that , it's lights out time , and thankfully it's not so cold that night. Praise and thank God!( for day 2 also x] ) HAHAHA!



Vin