Hey. Tml marks the start of the prelims. With eng paper 1 1st, then pure geography for me. = =
I hope i can pass well , although i am not really gonna study much for it. (dun wanna risk the chance of accidently unleashing my full potential before the actual Os ). Oh well , time to enter stress mode.

Hah , and to ming ming , hope ur gastric is better :D ( ps for mistaking ur gastric pain look = sleeping position not shuang look -.-)

And , i am seriously wondering , if fact , i am feeling that people around me are starting to take advantage of my kindness... Its like , dam f*cked up can.But still , i cant change this soft side of me. Dunno why either .

Also to Nick lim, if you are reading this , please do your very best to fight the depression.I promise , i will do my best to help you in ur studies when you return.DUN LET HISTORY REPEAT. FIGHT , AND MAKE A DIFFERENCE! Dun forget our promise , we are gonna ace O lvls , remember? So , i will be waiting for your return. God bless you.

SoLO

Heya. Sians. Prelims is coming. Like so stressed can. >_< Haiz..Plus school life so boring sia...
Dun really have any thrills/excitement/things that enthrall me?..Ugh. Argh sian laaaaa!!!!!!! Words cant describe how i feel now. So
sad + so sian + so stressed.. buntuay zui zui sia.. Grrr! T.T

Just a smile from you will do..

SoLO

Yo sry guys for not blogging for such a long time.. Been quite busy and lazy , ironically. haha. Yeah, few days ago Ming Jing A.K.A CharlieMing started to recruit "Bras"!! LOLZ!!!
Actually is we toking bout brothers la , then i called her "Brother Ming" , then i dunno how she can from "brothers" tok until "bras"... ^!%#&$%

Haha , then zong , nick and me became her "Bra" ? O_O . And guys , run. She's still on a recruitment spree. >_>


SoLO

Sometimes i wonder , why am i always working so hard?(Nobody gives a dam) Why do i contribute so much? ( I get sh*t for doing so ) Why do i reach out to others? ( They dun give a f*ck sh*t)

Am i being too kind / soft / weak? I just keep gettin hurt or f*cked up. That's it. Reality Check.

Screw the world

SoLO

Argh!!!! Dam sian ahhh!!! Ugh , this sianness....Haiz dam emo now luh , cuz of smth STUPID that
happened today.

Today got chem mock exam.Then for the 1st time of my entire school life , i decided to properly sit down and study.So yesterday went to National Library to study wif Nic and gang.Then we study until 9 pm.Then today , continues to study like freak on "Mole Concept" , which is all the calculation crap , A.K.A the only topic which stops me from mastering Chem.

Then after studying like f**k, i felt that i could do well. Then since the mock exam is on the topics we learn this year ma , then i thought not so bad , at least not all is gonna be mole concept questions. Then went to hall for exam. The worst shit officially happened to me.

I dig my bag like f**k . Got everything rdy le , but cnt find the freaking calculator!!!!! i remember i got take it wif me liao , then its like wtf?! Who took my calculator sia. Then i accepted it , steady , do the exam without calculator. I thought not all question will need calculator de.Then when doing the paper , every page is like have at least one mole concept question. That instance i tell u.... i'd snapped. NO CALCULATOR HOW TO DO MOLE CONCEPT!!! Dun ask me to do mental calculation. One question nid to do dunno how many decimal crap liao lor.. f**k sia

1st time screwing up my chem , and ending my chem-owning streak. Great , now ppl are gonna laugh at me. Grrr!!!! Then after exam i go ask val if she got see any calculator , she said she saw in class. WTF . I remember i kept it in my bag liao. Which means when i was at the library someone took it -.-

&*@#*(@


SoLO

Yoz. Suddenly felt very emo... cause... I DUNNO HOW TO DRAW MANGA HAIR!!! argh. >_>
The face , eyes and body can draw liao , just the stupid hair.... Everytime wanna draw hair i will get dam freakin stressed la. lol. Oh well , practice makes perfect. Time to practice on drawing seaweeds first = =


Will anyone find my existence? I dont wanna be just a shadow..

SoLO

Yos. Nth much happened today. Kinda boring lol.Anyway "mad tv" is really hilarious.
If you feeling bored , bo liao or sians can go watch some "mad tv" vids.It will really crack you up
lol. Just type "mad tv" at youtube and you can select many diff types of videos.They are mainly
parodies by the way, and is really dam funny!

Now trying to learn how to draw manga too , cuz i wanna prepare myself before entering my poly course. Still not very sure wad course to take lei , but it's prolly something related to mass com de la. Anyway , my dream is to be a director/scripwriter/creator.Cause i believe a pen is
mightier than a sword. And i really feel like creating my very own anime ( sounds like its gonna be CMI -.-) , and break the stereotype that Singapore cannot produce good quality animes.It's gonna be hard , and it may be a path whereby many may criticise , but if i do my best , i am sure i can do it :) And so can you! :)))

Dreams are a possibility, but to turn it into reality , you got to do something about it, or it will always only be just a dream.

Guess that's all , time for me to learn more manga-drawing at youtube -.-


SoLO

Yo peeps. I am back from MIA-ing. (: Dun ask me why , just felt like disappearing for a bit.

Today went to sch , then very "excited" cuz of the chinese O lvl oral.Was'nt very into it , just hope that i can do better this time round.During recess , smth funny happened. The "Loser" , "Fishmonger" and "pornstar" combo was formed unexpectedly. Cuz galvin nicknamed me "loser" , zhongping nicknamed Choon Zhong "Fishmonger" and Marcus nicknamed Nic "pornstar" , then we all like sat around a table , each one sitting next to the person who gave them the nickname. LOL. So random. Then we all realised it and had a gd laugh.

Oh well , then during Social Studies , got back our SBQ test results.Wanna know how well i did? Dun tell you :X (ltr ppl say I bhb, then spam me the loser thingy -.- )Haha.But i was labelled "unusual" by the teacher due to my rarely seen results = = Dots.

Then after sch , went for lunch , then prepared for the oral.The atmosphere was freaking nerve wrecking , didnt expect it to be so tensed.I think i did quite ok la , but screwed my reading a little..Oh well , did my best.The most use back my B3 lor = =

Yup that's all. Bye bye (:

SoLO

Solitude of the king.

Hehe Changed my blog song to "Until the end". Loved the lyrics. Has depth. (:

Hi all , sry to say this but , i will be MIA for a few days here...I need to be isolated for awhile.Will be back , i promise.

Time will heal...so let's start swinging the pendulum.

SoLO

Lalalala...

Hey. Today is just any other day.Dam sian as usual.Nothing special lei.WTF. why my life liddat one -.- .UGH.
Then today's lessons are heavy duty sia.Double science.Fwah, i can barely keep myself awake .Then during English supplementary, i really buay tahan liao, then like "gei si" listening to the lesson but actually semi-sleeping.hahaha.After that on my way home , saw Fion , who called me a "Zombie". lols.So random. -.-
That's all fer today.I apologize for the boring content.. cuz really got nth to write about... yup.

I know something's wrong with my lung again.But until the "O"s are over , nothing's gonna stop me.

SoLO