Heyo. Argh. Dunno why but nowadays very sian.. and quite emotional..maybe it's cause i am going to leave my class soon...

Swinging back the pendulum , i still remembered the time when i first came to sec 5Faith. I went to class with hatred and anger...I dont even wanna be there. I was different back then. There was so much darkness inside of me ( caused by my lung problem and some friendship betrayal shits) , that i eventually closed up on everyone..I even had this resolve of not making friends , and just get on with the O levels..The first day of school was terrible... i dont have any friends there at all .. and my friends are all at poly or JC , while i am stuck in a sec 5 class.. I feel so inferior , so sucky.

I was so reticent that , during recess , i will hide inside the toilet for the recess to be over...cuz i dun wanna communicate with anyone.. I even sent a sms to "her". Cuz she's probably the only one left for me to confide to..But i am just so stupid..i waited and waited for the sms..but it didnt come when i need it the most.. but i dont blame her at all , instead i blame myself. I shouldnt keep bothering other ppl , it's time to just stick to myself. I feel so bad whenever i made her feel guilty or whatever.So since , i am on my own..'

But through time.. despite my aloofness , i became less closed-up.. even without myself knowing. And soon , i am laughing together with my classmates.. I made new friends , and my perspective of them changed.. cuz we are all in this together.. we have a same purpose , and that is to pass our O lvls. I soon developed a bond with them.. like Nic , Dew , Zong, marcus, ming jing and Galv and lots lots more like Valerie and Jason...etc.
I never expect myself to become friends with them , and i can proudly say , I do not regret it at all..In fact , i feel even happier in 5 Faith then in 4 Diligence , probably cause only Kiat keng was there for me at that time , and i hate the pai kias in 4 dil. To the core. Like fuck off man , act nia.

Sec 5 peeps are WAY better than those half-assed bitches. ( woot feel so shiok saying this ). I really hope that i will be able to maintain this relationship with my brothers and friends in 5 Faith, even after many many years later..until the world ends. Too bad , time is the enemy... therefore we must cherish the bond we have now. To all sec 5 Faith classmates , please support the 5 Faith star awards , because we are one family ( i am not embarassed to say this. (: ) Even i , a guy who has only been with you guys for one year , is already so attached .... so guys
please support.. and cherish the time we have left together..

Galvin , dun worry , even if no one wanna come... I'll still be there. Definitely. (:

SoLO