Wow. Lots of dust here. Did not post for quite sometime already.. hmm. Holidays are..
lets see... Holidays could either be a curse or a blessing. Too bad I am sorta stuck in between. School is hell, holidays are like prison days. Perhaps there is nothing
for me to look forward to. Now, I look forward only to gatherings with my clique, and going to Amplify fridays. I seem to be missing something.. or rather that feeling of excitement. The excitement of meeting new people, the excitement of making new friends.. Maybe I am too old for this. I feel like I am.

Sorry for the crap. Am so bored till i typed without thinking.. Ah well. I kinda missed that feeling back then.. Those what you call "warmth" i received back when
I was in the hospital, I treasured it. And I pretty much know I'll never get them back.

Gahh spammed loads of crap today. Probably due to the lack of good sleep... probably..

Vin