Hello... Today had Teacher's day celebration plus Cross country at punggol park.Then the weather was like drizzling a little , due to the monsoon season ( pure geog knowledge, mai siao siao hor! =x). So the mood kinda sianz liao..Then when it came to my turn to run , i was actually at the front row, where everyone was preparing to start running.Then i walked to the back.No point being in the front when i cant run at all..Then after that slowly walked.Then saw dew, then paced with him. Along the way i took a few pictures of the scenery outside the perimeter of punggol park , but i also took 2 pictures before the race in punggol park too , which i will post them on the next post , along with an update of my drawings ( sorry , still using same style)

I just felt that the idea of fusing cross country AND teacher's day celebration is a little ironic , cuz if you wanna make the teachers happy , then why the hell did you make them scream at you for not settling down fast?
In the end , they get angry instead.

Yup , thats all. What a day to amplify my incapablility. :(

SoLO

How can i forget my crew? haha. We are SimPLy™ 3 crazy crackpots. Brotherz till the end.

Sim + Poh + Lee = SimPLy™ !


SoLO

Oh ya , gonna post some pics which i took while i roamed around Buangkok. Pictures of
some sceneries which i took , are quite lame , so pardon me for that =x

Yo guys. I am back with more drawings lol . haha this time i focused on drawing simple characters , such as a simple short hairstyle. Will work on long hairstyle and male characters when i am more prepared. (:

Omg the blog thingy below is quite fking accurate O_O

What Melvin Sim Wei Siang Means

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated. You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want. You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way! You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. You are very hyper. You never slow down, even when it's killing you. You're the type of person who can be a workaholic during the day... and still have the energy to party all night. Your energy is definitely a magnet for those around you. People are addicted to your vibe. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts. You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it. You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator! You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life. You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone. Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Hello.. hee today is such a boring day sia. Got back our prelim papers . Not well done , which is good. That means my plan is working. Wad's the plan? u think lor. its dam logical one.

Anyways , nowadays still feel very annoyed and emotional for dunno what fking reasons. Hmm.. something is wrong wif me? I got mood swing? wtf? no. Aiya dunno wad is it but it feels as if i am starting to get sick of everything alrdy.I just wanna
drown myself in music..Drown myself till i lose all these fking feelings.Until i turn into an emotionless zombie...

SoLO

Forget the wad day liao.....


Once upon a time , there was a young boy. Being young and naive , he was captivated by many things easily..and out of all these , love. One day , he heard rumors of love being kept at the peak of a high mountain. Being idiotically honest and innocent , he decided to find it for himself... On the way up the mountain , he tripped and fell many times. He got hurt over and over again. However , he did not allow the pain to stop him, he had faith in love.He was determined to find love.What a fool.

He tried again and again , with each step , he believed that he was getting closer..He wanted to experience love for himself , after listening to how great the feeling of love could be.He never gave up , and eventually he reached the top..But love was not there..He was disappointed.All he got when he reached the top were scars , bruises and pain.Why was he trying so hard to find love? It was just a rumor..there are many other things the boy could do..But he still chose to go through the hard way..

A few years past...The young boy has growned up into a fine young man.The wounds are healed , but the scars remain.. The young man remembered what he had went through..His faith in love has not died yet.This time, the stranger whom spreaded the rumor , decided to climb with him. The young man was assured this time , nothing could go wrong , since the stranger was with him.

Then , the naive young man had his second attempt at finding love. During the climb , the young man was struggling as he did in the past , but this time , the stranger supported him , and gave him words of encouragement. The young man was motivated ; his confidence was boosted tremendously. He was close to the peak , he grinned happily to himself. He could finally feel love. Just then , the stranger accidently missed his footing , and fell, dragging the young man along with him...The young man could not hold onto the weight of the stranger , and eventually lost grip...They both fell deep into the deep valley beneath them..The abyss of darkness..

As they say , "Touch the failure, taste the success". This was never true in this case..the young man never found love.. never, despite his pathetic attempts.

The stranger's name is called..... "Hope".



SoLO

8th day..

Yo. went to sch ytd to submit my chinese option form . Then met up with zong. We slacked at the space then saw so many wonderful painted benches. Haha dam nice man. Art class jiu shi art class. Hahaha. Hmm, then i began to experiment some manga drawing , while zong practiced his math . Then saw marcus and galvin , they also came to submit their option forms. After that went to kopitam to have lunch with them.

After lunch , me and zong decided to walk to compass point from hougang. hahah , yeah we WALKED. The weather is dam hot , but still decided to walk there , cause can exercise , plus we can free our minds while walking. Then we chatted , and decided to
have a short break at a kopitiam at seng kang before continuing. We grabbed a drink , and continued the journey.It feels so good to have a nice long stroll. The only irritating thing is the weather.

Then after that , we walked towards compass point along a pavement with open spaces across. We stopped halfway , and decided to sit down , cuz the scenery is dam calm , and the wind is dam shiok. Then we played music , and chatted. Then something made me extremely pissed off.

While we were sitting , a group of 3 boys , one about 17 - 20 years old while the others are still quite young , walked pass us. They were drinking bubble tea. Then dunno for what fucking reason, this boy shoot the pearl at me. Then i look at him , he somemore gave me a cheeky grin. Wtf sia , i really sibei dulan and was trying to control. Then the cb bangala teen say smth like "scared wad....stare stare stare.."
I almost snapped. Fortunately , i didnt. My values saved me in the nick of time (no pun intended , nick did not come with us =.=)

Then after that me and zong went to the library to cool down after the long walk. We discussed many interesting and personal stuff. We discussed about what will happen if i really went to beat that bangala up. I wouldnt want to imagine that , because when i go snap , i will seriously smash him , bash him , mash him and let him have it. I was worried about an overkill... what if i accidently killed him? And the consequences that comes after the fight. This made me hesitant , and moreover , my morals tell me to choose peace over violence. Unless zong kena beaten up , then i will beat that guy up to save my friend.

We also discussed about changing our personalitly. Being on the other side for so long, we didnt learn much about this world. Zong told me that , unlike me , he would like to get into trouble for once , into real life confrontation. Because he wanted to change , and fight his anxiety problems. Through the chat ,i came to know that he is somewhat like me. We are very introverted , and we want to change. Ususally when someone is being confronted by gang , they will be scared and stuff , but me and zong discussed about us dun give a heck to anything and just bash the other guy up. Maybe that feeling will change us. Not for the bad. I realise that fear is a must in someone's life , and it is not a shame to have it. Fear is the teacher of all things , it makes us think , and not do things foolishly. And when you overcome this fear , you get an incredible sense of satisfaction. This is what i wanted.There is so much to debate over morals vs. consequence. but IMO , morals are what that makes you alive , isnt it?

Conclusion : Getting into trouble is never a good thing.But for once in your lifetime , you need to get into one.Or else , you will never grow.That's how the world works , you dun search , you will never discover.

SoLO

The 6th day...


Happy Birthday to me!! lol. Haha thanks to all who wished me happy birthday. Very touched , cuz u all still remembered me lol. Hmm , my birthday wish is very simple. I just wish that everyone would stay healthy and happy , that's all. haha. Actually
i almost forget today is my birthday , until Espoire smsed me. Thx guys! ^^

SoLO

5th day..

Yo. haha going to post some of my drawings... pls give me comments , honest ones. Cuz i wanna improve!! tyty ^^

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yup thats all , pls comment and gimme advise thx!

SoLO

4th day of endurance after damage..

I will be counting these days , where i have to go beyond the norm..The days where i have to endure this pain till after the "O"s. Well for those who knows what is going on , pls keep it to yourselves.. For those who are wondering wad the waffles i am talking about , i am talking waffle language hahaahaha...

Ok , today had science prac and english paper 2. Was seemingly easy , despite the fact of prelims being harder than the actual Os.. I just hope my body could hold on.. I dunno. I am saying this without any guarantees.. Just with that faith in me. Faith in God. In his plans. For now, i will just have to do what i gotta do.. Yeap. And i wish nick lim will come back..seriously , you have to make a difference.. No one lives your life , only you , and so only you can make a change. And yes, u CAN make a change. I know its hard , but i am fighting a battle on my own too.. and it ain't easy...

I dunno what the outcome will be , but.. i'll just live on. Cause no one's gonna walk the path of life for me. I have to do it myself.Yup , that's all.


And love hurts so much..the reason gone , but the damage stays..

SoLO

Yo. Tml is chem prelim and english paper 2. Man , am i so NOT excited. Haiz.. My body feels so worn out. I am super tired. Mentally and maybe physically. It feels as though this body is just barely holding on now...

Argh i hate this feeling.. when there is no one in the house , and i am here experiencing this lousy feeling all by myself. I just wish one day after i wake up , i will find all this a big nightmare ..This world is so beautiful , yet so ugly.

................nothing to say le..

SoLO

I feel lost... It's like ever since "that" accident , i am caught up in this twist of fate.. Everything is just not right. I feel like i am walking in the wrong direction..and somehow only with my shadow.

I just hope that everything is not so fucked up..I wish i have a stronger body. I dun want my lungs to keep collapsing just like that. I wanna do sports like the rest . I wanna do PE with my friends. I wanna run like no one's business.. scream like my lung wont burst..I dun wanna be confined to nothingness.. There are so many things i cannot do now. And when i look at others , what else can i compensate for? Only my brain. I feel so bad about myself too , I am not as capable as others. They have twice my stamina , and can live on without worrying. I live in fear everyday , praying to my dear Lord , that i will stay healthy..I dont want my friends to worry bout me anymore. I dont wanna be their burden.I hate that look on their face , i wanna bring smile instead.

And the world is cruel. I have learnt it the hard way. Betrayal exists. I am a victim of it countless times..to the point where i dont know what is real and what's not anymore.People can be real fucked up sometimes..they take advantage when you are good to them , and take it for granted.But , no one's perfect. So i'll just gotta live with it , with my own principles. I have my own values , they can keep theirs. There is nothing to lose for me.

I just wish... everything will turn out fine.. I still have my reason to live. I still remembered , a pastor once said that the Lord said " Endurance shall save your lives" . Somehow, this word is deeply etched into my head. And it has become sort of a motto for me to never give up. And i hope that readers here would also not give up in whatever you do.

Dam , i sound dam lame... Oh well sorry for all these. I just feel like venting everything out. Haha, dun take it to heart.


SoLO

OMG. Before i forget , (which i almost did... ) Happy Birthday To BRAther Ming!!!! LOLOLOL

Hello. Had my physics paper 2 today. Did a very stupid thing . I thought that the paper was 1 hr 30 mins , but actually it is 1 hr 15 mins only. So in between, i took a little break .. and...... ( you can probably guess where this is going to.. so no need to explain la -.- ) .ZZZ. ok la ok la. I ended up with no time to complete one question in section C. Only managed to do that question de first part. Haiz. Oh well , prelim are meant for you to make mistakes , not the "O"s. I'll be sure to not make such a stupid mistake again.

Haiz , kind of moody right now. Suddenly realised a lot of things. After "O"s , i probably would not be able to meet those people that i know this year anymore.. how sad. I wouldn't even know if i would come back to school after the "O"s , cause it's like i am not needed there at all...Then..... aiya no mood to carry on le la..

I could only watch , cause i can't stop time..

SoLO

Hey. Today went to school at about 8 , although science prac starts at 11. Actually wanna go school at 7 de , but then after i wake up bath le, nick smsed me , say that he will reach at 8. Then i went back to sleep. LOL.

So i went to school at 8 , studied a bit on some crap notes about chemistry. Then felt kinda bored so me and nick started to draw anime.zzz. Then draw halfway saw galvin. First thing he ask me is "wanna follow me to 1 charity find junior ma? " Then i was like , anything lor. So followed him up. His junior wan galvin to help him draw some DnT stuff. Then its dam funny. He wanna go out of class but chinese teacher dun allow. So went down to space and watched galvin "fan nao" over how to draw the DnT thingy, haha.

Then after that is my science prac le... For chem, i did a lot of precautions. Like reading the questions freakin carefully. Oh well , the answer weird weird de. Haha.Guess that's all.


SoLO

Yo. Had english paper 1 and pure geog today. Hmm , all in all i find the english topics relatively easy, but pure geog was a killer. I wrote like about 9 eff-ing pages la. Now my hand is like GG . Suan....to the extreme!!!!

Recently watched a video that zong sent me. The title is called "Earthlings", a documentary which shows how human disrespects animal , while "using" them for food and experiments.It can be found in youtube. (warning: extreme cruelty shown here) After watching , i felt dam indignated and disgusted. I felt f*cking shameful to be a human being .Those bastards in the video i wish somehow, nature or God would punish them. Totally have no respect for nature. This is really one thing i cannot stand. GRRRR!!!!!

Anyway , today went to hg mall. Then on the way , at traffic light there , someone marked on the floor "Tim pawns Solo". WTF? lololololololol... then nick and zong keep suaning me. zzz.

Yup guess tts all ^^

SimPLy™ , may the fellowship stay strong~

SoLO